What happens when the right thing comes around at the wrong time? Life is made up of moments and so much of life is about timing. I heard once, and I’m not 100% sure how accurate this is but, the average human escapes death eight times a day. That means that everyday you’re alive you miss out on dying. You could get hit by a car, a meteorite could spin one degree to the left and cause a tsunami, or you could choke on a marshmallow.
So back to timing, I don’t want to be in a relationship. I’m not ready. I won’t be ready for sometime. Someone came around and wanted more from me than I was ready to give. I have too much figuring out to do in my life to drag anyone else into it. Through multiple talks I’m hoping that we have finally hit a mutual ground. At the end of the day we both wanted different things. I knew that was the case so I had to be honest. It sucks hurting someone but I need to be honest with myself included. The truth may or may not have been what this person wanted to hear but I had no other choice.
There is a lot in my life that needs figuring out. Who am I? What do I want? What do I stand for? Where do I want to go in life? This whole idea of telling the truth is supposed to help me figure out who I am.
I have a long journey ahead of me.
This has been another week of Me, being honest.